The Accident or the Blessing

I have spent much time reflecting as of late.  It seems I come up with great ideas, and then never take action on them.  I even leave people inspired but then there is no follow through and then I go back to sleep as the walking dead person.  And, then something jolts me awake, and I go back to sleep. 

I am having another one of those jolts.  I am currently healing my leg that was broken in three places.  I am not too thrilled that I have metal in my body keeping my leg bones, above the ankle, stabilized.  I would prefer that my own bones could stand up on their own merit.

I am also going through the fear of not being able to do the things that I love again, and even if I could I have the fear of always holding back because I fear breaking something again.

Quite frankly, I am just really angry that this happened and I figured starting to blog again would help, and it does.

In the meantime, I am feeling well enough that I can actually read and clear-headed enough that I can do meditations.  So, I am re-visiting the book "Creating Money" and "Living with Joy" both by Sanaya Roman.  I am also finishing up on reading the book, "Why Your Life Sucks" which is absolutely funny.  A friend recommended it a couple years ago, and I absolutely see why now that I am reading it for a second time.  Last, I am also reading "Conversations with Millionaires".  It's a book that was given as part of a coaching package years ago, and I never read it.  Oddly, what is said in that book is what is covered in the movie, "The Secret" and the books by Sanaya Roman.

In the meantime, I am going to be spending some time re-connecting to people in this community and going from there.

This is one of the best online communities one could be a part of.